AIK, still sot jugak eh ni blogger.
Anyhooos, it's Friday ! I actually got through this ever-so tiring week. I was told that I might be facing Insomnia, which i think it's pretty weird because sleeping is one of my favourite things to do and I've been wanting to go to bed at 10pm every night but since there's a lot of school work to do, I only rest my eyes around 3 to 4 am. It's been Five days since I had proper sleep.. But still homework were never completed fully. Partially my fault too, for being sucha procrastinating queen. Seesh.
It's because sometimes, certain days we tend to feel a little bit more worn out and we feel that we need to have that break from these things which I can say, we've been paying attention to. So, we tend to delay our work from there. Which then, will be a little hard for us to catch up on with the rest..
LIFE, is full of ups and downs happens in order to survive. You fall, you get up. / been pulling my socks up until it become so loose.
( hahah, yer irah, sempat nak joke joke ) -.-
Friends. Friends are the ones who care for you. Who comes up to you and places their hand on your shoulder and asked how's the wound from the fall during Pe lesson. Friends are the ones who try to make things better, sometimes might get a little annoying. Friends are the one who will willingly listen to your problems, even when their eyes are half shut say, about, 2 ish ? OR even stay through the night just to accompany you to do your art. Friends will say, 'Irah, don't be like this okay ? you continue like this, then nobody will (: (: me on MSN already.. '
I have my actual reason to say what I wanted but decided not to because I'm just plain lazy to even think about it. I'm actually not taking notice of what's coming. Yh was saying on MSN,
' ONE MORE MONTH TO GO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! '
And all I replied was, '?'
One more month to what? you might ask. It's to be sixteenth Birthday.
right.
Congratulations to Muhammad Shaykh Akbar for getting to the finals ! Kan i say already, maner maner you go ah, confirm orang lain will kalah nyerr. or takot, maciam that fight.. remember? HAHAH. still laughing so hard about it. (:
Today was a short day at school as school ends at 12.15 pm. Was feeling extremely sleepy before recess and I seized every opportunities to lay my head on the table and closed my eyes. It feels good you know. Not with the makcik blakang bebual non-stop ah. Tsk. But they actually toned down more today. I guess they FINALLY got my message after I told them off yesterday. I guess stares won't work anymore. Must voice out till people infront turn behind. Amek kau setan..
Physics test was fineee. Managed to pass. The careless mistakes made were too careless to the extent that I feel like slapping myself. There's a lot ' Cher, cheat my feelings sia ! ' to ' why the hell is the answer A and not D ? '. Pretty funny to see my classmates getting all so worked up and feeling displeased. Hey, I made like three super careless mistakes lor. If not ah, I can get 16/20 sia !
Target setted for the whole class : 12/20. I made it but still wanna come for the Study time in the Library next week ! (: (:
I didn't know we're having Mt coach on Tuesday.. There's Eng Coach too right ? But I want Chemistry's coach leh. Doubt so there's gonna be oneee.
Rest well 4N2ERS. Monday, art madness will resume as we're getting our boards back.
TGIF
Friday, July 31, 2009
FASAL. AH ABEH ? Nb.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Shaykh told me a happening news. He got through the Talentime Semis. Safwan who surprisingly owns a good voice and Din got through and so did Herman and Amirun!
I feel so happy for them. It's like as if I know them so well like that. haha. Eh, Gay boys !
Omg.. hahaha. Good luck !
School.. school. I knew something great would happen today and yes indeed, something great happened. Okay no la, just that we got a Co-form teacher ! I mean, a wow co form. Girls went gugu gaga when he entered class. I was like, okay new teacher. suuweeet. Scarly I look and look and look ah, like second Mr C already. HAHAHAHA ! Co form & take us for Pe. Best. & Miss Lee, although Mr Nicholas ( wrong spelling eh? ) is getting most of the attention from the class on his First Day, you're still in our hearts okay? Only now squeezy a little bit since he's in our hearts too. HAH HAH. I'll understand why you're gonna pinched me the next time you see me. (:
I was rather feeling contented in a way at school. Denis especially, made me laugh out loud, literally, during Social Studies today. Despite the irritating classmate in MT class, and the two ladies behind me whose annoyance level I couldn't tolerate with during two periods of Phys, I still feel good coming to school. Mom's words were playing in my mind like through out the day.
In her fierce tone ;
' You listen here ah, you don't make it to Sec Five, forget about working and all. You're gonna sit at home ONLY. I don't care. I want you to go Sec Five. You do art at school, come home late, at home do art, sleep so late then fall sick. I don't see you studying. I don't care, you must go sec five '
This is where I have tons of things to say in order to defend myself & yet I couldn't say anything because that will just make the whole situation even worse. All I'm doing most of the time is taking it in. Take in and take in and take in whatever she babbled.
Everything happened yesterday...
Called home and managed to leave school before recess because I wasn't feeling well and Miss Lee & Mrs Stella Goh said I look pale. Okaaaaaay, I wonder how I look with the pale face. Anyhoos, got home and rested. Woke up in the afternoon and things went wrong. So mom drove me to school around 4.30 pm. She got pissed about the fact that I'm always doing art, this art, that art & don't seem to show any interest in other subjects. I don't know, but mom just never fails to discourage me. All the time whenever it comes to Art.
Yes, it's 39 days to N Level & just days to Prelims but I believe or rather, we 4N2 students believe that we should spend our time to work on our art and hand in. Then only we bring out focus to other Subjects. You know it's never easy to give equal focus to different things. It's hard and the only thing I would greatly appreciate is some trust.
Morale.
down.
I'm.
feeling.
ever.
so.
shitty.
thank.
you.
Ah, feel good after typing it all out. HAHA. right.
Saw the Countdown Board in PS, WOW. 39 days to N's. Miss Lee have been stressing us on this day ever since we were in 3N2. I believe majority of us took it lightly and badabom ( yh ! ahah ), the days coming any time. Ah, promised myself to focus in class. I did but some mofos just pissed me off big time. Big time.
I've been sleeping at 3 am for four days straight. And waking up at 6.20 in the morning seems to be the hardest thing for me to do. Did Maths Papers yesterday night and ordered Macdonalds. SMILES. Ah, I've been eating Mac a lot recently. Can die you know, ataris gonna be block ! die.
Tomorrow's Friday. Hoping to have a good rest before the whole damn cycle starts again. Just a few more weeks Irah, persevere !
BA-SHA !
OK BYE.
'nak sundal kan, ah sundal turon skola besok'
POWER KEPE MAK KAU ALYSSHA !? HAHA.
I've been thinking alot lately. And when I began to think, everything starts to get wild. The thoughts, the imaginations, the flashback, even. Shut my eyes hoping it will go off by the time I open my eyes. No, it will never stop because I got too hooked up. Fuck me for that.
I seriously need a good afternoon nap & a good night sleep. Been yearning for it lately.
TUESDAY. TMR DEADLINE BABI !
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Ah, blogger is still like this.
Good Morning readers.
Monday, didn't attend school. Reason is that I was up all night doing part of my prep work & had supper with my brother. Could hardly wake up in the morning. Didn't even realised my sister switched on the lights and all. Ah, deep sleep eh? uhhuh.So I was up till around 3.30am and bid goodbyes to Shaykh who was a great friend who accompanied me through out. And dude, Cheer up okay ? Bontots always here for you ! (:
My mother actually scolded me for being absent. Riggghht. Dad came home later that afternoon and asked me oh so nicely why. HAHA.
So I woke up around 3pm -.- Planned to wake up early in the morning and work my ass off but heh, stood up late and woke up late. Only started my work around 4pm until now. Time check : 2 AM. Wow, you might say. Sure there's alot of work you've covered. Actually no. One fucking snail takes up hours to colour. I have 4 snails to do. And that's only ONE Idea Development. I have like, 4 more ? I don't even know. Of course, there's alot of distractions that came in my way. Bleah.
Don't feel like attending school today but heck, made plans with Alyssha already. Have to turn up. Ah, I wonder how I'm gonna stay awake in class later. Seriously, lessons gonna be draggy like always. Oh is it me who can't stay focus. Eh I don't know..
This final lap of the coursework is really testing my patience & perseverence. Seriously, I don't think I can take it anymore. You might say, Irah, it's only till Wednesday -.- Goon, there's more coming up okay? Peers isn't helping at all. I received naggings actually saying something like, ' see la, don't wanna start earlier. ' People who needs to be advice actually adviced me -.- Come on, I'm reminded enough okay. I know, you study hard too -.-
Told sister that if I were to make it to Sec Five, I'm gonna drop Art. Immediate no given.
Man, this is shit. I'm tired, very tired. Prelim in less than two weeks. Gonna shit non stop now.
On a happier note, somehow...
Brother is now using mom's Sony phone and he has no idea how to use it. You know, changing of ringtones, alarms, where to put the simcard, how to lock the cover and all. So, I, as a pretty caring, No. I, as a pretty AND caring AND helpful sister came to the rescue. Lame. But yeah, I helped him with it. I sent new themes, new songs and deleted Wondergirls off of the phone ( previously used by my sister ).
Me : abang, picit tepi. check dah charge braoe percent.
Brother : * pressed red button *
Me : HAHAHA. sini bawak mari !
Brother : Sorry ah sony errison-ers.
Me : -.-
Had supper with him, again. Fun time laughing out loud when he directly translate Kris Allen's Heartless to Malay Language.
Something like, ' Satu malam aku dgr, satu cerite paling sejuk. Tak jauh dari sini, hilang nyawa, pade pompan takder hati.. kenape kau takder hati .. '
Sounds lame here but it's must to listen to him singing it. I actually farted while laughing so hard !
okay........... diam ! Hey, don't judge me because I know, you people are also those who fart like you've hold the gas for 10 minutes okay. So yeah/
Talking about my brother nonstop. Where's sister? Over there, gugu0-gaga ing over the Livverpool Match. & about her picture with her friends posted on Liverpool's Official page where they hold up LIVERPOOL sign.
AH, not interested.
Goodnight.
Good Morning readers.
Monday, didn't attend school. Reason is that I was up all night doing part of my prep work & had supper with my brother. Could hardly wake up in the morning. Didn't even realised my sister switched on the lights and all. Ah, deep sleep eh? uhhuh.So I was up till around 3.30am and bid goodbyes to Shaykh who was a great friend who accompanied me through out. And dude, Cheer up okay ? Bontots always here for you ! (:
My mother actually scolded me for being absent. Riggghht. Dad came home later that afternoon and asked me oh so nicely why. HAHA.
So I woke up around 3pm -.- Planned to wake up early in the morning and work my ass off but heh, stood up late and woke up late. Only started my work around 4pm until now. Time check : 2 AM. Wow, you might say. Sure there's alot of work you've covered. Actually no. One fucking snail takes up hours to colour. I have 4 snails to do. And that's only ONE Idea Development. I have like, 4 more ? I don't even know. Of course, there's alot of distractions that came in my way. Bleah.
Don't feel like attending school today but heck, made plans with Alyssha already. Have to turn up. Ah, I wonder how I'm gonna stay awake in class later. Seriously, lessons gonna be draggy like always. Oh is it me who can't stay focus. Eh I don't know..
This final lap of the coursework is really testing my patience & perseverence. Seriously, I don't think I can take it anymore. You might say, Irah, it's only till Wednesday -.- Goon, there's more coming up okay? Peers isn't helping at all. I received naggings actually saying something like, ' see la, don't wanna start earlier. ' People who needs to be advice actually adviced me -.- Come on, I'm reminded enough okay. I know, you study hard too -.-
Told sister that if I were to make it to Sec Five, I'm gonna drop Art. Immediate no given.
Man, this is shit. I'm tired, very tired. Prelim in less than two weeks. Gonna shit non stop now.
On a happier note, somehow...
Brother is now using mom's Sony phone and he has no idea how to use it. You know, changing of ringtones, alarms, where to put the simcard, how to lock the cover and all. So, I, as a pretty caring, No. I, as a pretty AND caring AND helpful sister came to the rescue. Lame. But yeah, I helped him with it. I sent new themes, new songs and deleted Wondergirls off of the phone ( previously used by my sister ).
Me : abang, picit tepi. check dah charge braoe percent.
Brother : * pressed red button *
Me : HAHAHA. sini bawak mari !
Brother : Sorry ah sony errison-ers.
Me : -.-
Had supper with him, again. Fun time laughing out loud when he directly translate Kris Allen's Heartless to Malay Language.
Something like, ' Satu malam aku dgr, satu cerite paling sejuk. Tak jauh dari sini, hilang nyawa, pade pompan takder hati.. kenape kau takder hati .. '
Sounds lame here but it's must to listen to him singing it. I actually farted while laughing so hard !
okay........... diam ! Hey, don't judge me because I know, you people are also those who fart like you've hold the gas for 10 minutes okay. So yeah/
Talking about my brother nonstop. Where's sister? Over there, gugu0-gaga ing over the Livverpool Match. & about her picture with her friends posted on Liverpool's Official page where they hold up LIVERPOOL sign.
AH, not interested.
Goodnight.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Doing colour scheme infront of the desktop and you were choosing songs on your Itunes when your mom came in without knocking and screamed at you saying you're always using the computer and never study. All you do and all she see is you colouring non stop.
How pissed will you get? The way she say it is as if I'm colouring for leisure. Like as if I got some much time eh mama? DEADLINE WEDNESDAY AND BYK LAGI BELUM BUAT. Suker hati pe colour colour ? Wah, I'm like trying to work here and all she think is I'm wasting time. AH, I don't know laaa. Feel like tearing all my papers, drawings and all and trash it but fuck, I don't wanna regret any further..
SERIOUSLY EH, SUSAH AH NAK BUAT ORG FAHAM.
My colour scheme is atrocious and noone is helping me.
Ah, I wanna pull up my socks and mama pulled me down. Demoralising ehh.
Takper la. serious ah, takper ah.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH UGGGGGGH ACTUALLY AKU BINGET NAK MAMPOS AH. SERIOUS AH.
How pissed will you get? The way she say it is as if I'm colouring for leisure. Like as if I got some much time eh mama? DEADLINE WEDNESDAY AND BYK LAGI BELUM BUAT. Suker hati pe colour colour ? Wah, I'm like trying to work here and all she think is I'm wasting time. AH, I don't know laaa. Feel like tearing all my papers, drawings and all and trash it but fuck, I don't wanna regret any further..
SERIOUSLY EH, SUSAH AH NAK BUAT ORG FAHAM.
My colour scheme is atrocious and noone is helping me.
Ah, I wanna pull up my socks and mama pulled me down. Demoralising ehh.
Takper la. serious ah, takper ah.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH UGGGGGGH ACTUALLY AKU BINGET NAK MAMPOS AH. SERIOUS AH.
saaaaaaaan day.
GOOOD AFTER READERS ! IT'S SUNDAY ! SAN DAY ! HAHA !
Just got back from class few hours ago. Dad haven't been fetching me from class already. I don't mind but the fact that the sun is horridly hot and me with covered up clothing have to walk to the bus stop and stop at Sembawang Mrt station and board another bus, 962 to go home really pissed me off. Perspiring and the long bus ride really makes my head spins. Ah, I don't really like Sundays.
Class was fine. Didn't do any work because I don't know how to. Righht, relief teachers anyway. Amalina really cracked me up with her sardine-ness and lame jokes. Was practically laughing and laughing through out the whole class. Right, happening ! Walked out with Amalina. Took the bus home & boarded the same bus with the relief teacher. Was feeling rather shy because I didn't hand in any work at the end of her lesson. Gah. Nevermind. haha.
Home.
Sister will be watching Liverpool today. Suker la tu.
Came online and chatted with my bontots. Clean up the desktop a little and revamped it. LOLS. nothing much, it was so much more plain before this.
I cancel off my name because this user doesn't belong to me. HEHE.
Just got back from class few hours ago. Dad haven't been fetching me from class already. I don't mind but the fact that the sun is horridly hot and me with covered up clothing have to walk to the bus stop and stop at Sembawang Mrt station and board another bus, 962 to go home really pissed me off. Perspiring and the long bus ride really makes my head spins. Ah, I don't really like Sundays.
Class was fine. Didn't do any work because I don't know how to. Righht, relief teachers anyway. Amalina really cracked me up with her sardine-ness and lame jokes. Was practically laughing and laughing through out the whole class. Right, happening ! Walked out with Amalina. Took the bus home & boarded the same bus with the relief teacher. Was feeling rather shy because I didn't hand in any work at the end of her lesson. Gah. Nevermind. haha.
Home.
Sister will be watching Liverpool today. Suker la tu.
Came online and chatted with my bontots. Clean up the desktop a little and revamped it. LOLS. nothing much, it was so much more plain before this.
I cancel off my name because this user doesn't belong to me. HEHE.
bpk kau giler.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
PUSSICAT DOL (:
I swear I laughed out loud when I saw that in the conversation. It sounds like a good name for the Pussycat Dolls wanna be you know. Suits better for Singaporeans or, malay. haha !
Yes, I did my art. Just one snail. One, and it took me an hour. Pretty good but after that, my head starts spinning and I felt very very tired you know. Yer, part buat Art jer, sekejap dah penat. Ngantok la, pening la, itu la, ini la. Kalau nak pakai computer wah, 11 jam pon tak cukup.
No, it's not any of my family members nagging at me. It's my own voice saying it. HAHA. Because finally I see what my mom see. Me, melekat with the computer for lonngggggg hours. And when it comes to books or rather, school work, heh, you know... hahaha.
Okay, I have nothing much to do besides asking people to send or download songs for me.
Saturday.
One entry before I get started with my prepwork..
I just had my nice shower at 3.20pm. Yucks, I know but it's because I woke up around 3 la. So now, all fresh and ready to colour and draw ! Righhtt.
Didn't want to switch the Pc on today but because of my hardworking babies at Restaurant City all have 0.00% energy left, I log in and gave them food! haha. I don't usually play this kind of games. Well infact, I can actually count how many times and what game I played. But why Restaurant City? Cause Silas convinced me. And when I'm in, kicking asses there, he can't even surf the net. HAHAHA, sorry ah brader.
Skipped Ignite this year. Wasn't thinking about it, wasn't looking for it this time around. Which is pretty worth it because... oh you don't know.
A random idea came up since Ain told me to help her with the Teacher's Day celebration thingy. Apparently we can't have any food and drinks or any form of jumping around or amazing race kind of activity because.. teacher's day falls on one of the days of Fasting Month. Well if you want us Muslims to salivate then, why not. So, as I was saying... a random Idea suddenly came up! Perform Tell me by wondergirls. HAHAHA. Aish, I tried the steps by watching tutorials and still, it's hard. Eeeeh, I don't even have a crew for the dance group.
So whoever also think this random idea is worth trying, bilang lah aku eh. lain class pon boleh. Then kite get sexcited about this. HAHA,that's all I'm asking.
Random Idea indeed. -.-
I should be doing my Art because that's the thing which woke me up and dragged me out of bed. Thinking about it makes me feel uneasy. riggggghtt. Now I'm hungry for food and I'm gonna stop here and never come to the Pc until I'm done with art. Hah, we'll see ..
PS: dude, don't be such a goon.
I just had my nice shower at 3.20pm. Yucks, I know but it's because I woke up around 3 la. So now, all fresh and ready to colour and draw ! Righhtt.
Didn't want to switch the Pc on today but because of my hardworking babies at Restaurant City all have 0.00% energy left, I log in and gave them food! haha. I don't usually play this kind of games. Well infact, I can actually count how many times and what game I played. But why Restaurant City? Cause Silas convinced me. And when I'm in, kicking asses there, he can't even surf the net. HAHAHA, sorry ah brader.
Skipped Ignite this year. Wasn't thinking about it, wasn't looking for it this time around. Which is pretty worth it because... oh you don't know.
A random idea came up since Ain told me to help her with the Teacher's Day celebration thingy. Apparently we can't have any food and drinks or any form of jumping around or amazing race kind of activity because.. teacher's day falls on one of the days of Fasting Month. Well if you want us Muslims to salivate then, why not. So, as I was saying... a random Idea suddenly came up! Perform Tell me by wondergirls. HAHAHA. Aish, I tried the steps by watching tutorials and still, it's hard. Eeeeh, I don't even have a crew for the dance group.
So whoever also think this random idea is worth trying, bilang lah aku eh. lain class pon boleh. Then kite get sexcited about this. HAHA,that's all I'm asking.
Random Idea indeed. -.-
I should be doing my Art because that's the thing which woke me up and dragged me out of bed. Thinking about it makes me feel uneasy. riggggghtt. Now I'm hungry for food and I'm gonna stop here and never come to the Pc until I'm done with art. Hah, we'll see ..
PS: dude, don't be such a goon.
SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS, FUCK YOU!
OH MY GOD, BLOGGER'S BACK TO NORMAL? AM I DREAMING?
*PINCH*
-.-
This ain't gonna be a proper update because my eyes are half opened and my brain's not functioning properly. All I'm thinking about is the Art deadline which is this coming Wednesday and I'm not doing anything about it. Happily use the Pc straight after I reach home -.-
Great, this is real great. You told the story which makes me the ugly party. Good for you, always wanting to look good. Don't need la cause honestly, dah handsome tau. Tak payah nak gini gini sumer. AISH. Jantans.
Dad drove me to school today. See how pampered I am. It stopped raining when I wanted to leave home but I didn't want my shoes to get wet and I don't wanna pespire when I reached school. Dad gave in, so aku mcm taukey tahu goreng ah naik kereta gi sekolah. Bumped into bestfriend at the Admin, I called her and she didn't respond. Ears plugged. Bikin aku malu jer.
School was school, nothing much happened. Though I was told that something odd happened to me today but I'm just not aware. Ah, I don't know. Mother Tongue lesson was all about gossiping and story telling about the cliques while Cikgu buat oral drill for the Nlevel students. Was supposed to finish up the Specimen paper but ...
As I've mentioned, test on every Physics lessons. I was so confident that I'll hit the expectation grades but heck, I failed badly. I must say that that Prelim paper is hard. So, 5/20 for the first paper. Not a good start, irah.. not a good start. So I'll be staying back after school Monday for my 'punishment'. Since there's only like 6 passes? The library couldn't hold a class of 42 students after school. Tssssssssssk.
Plans after school. - too much. serious. control yourself dude.
Small world.
I'm chatting with Nadhirah, my neighbour that I thought didn't exist (haha!) who happened to be Naser's friend who happened to have told her about his stalker who happened to be me. -.- Didn't know I was stalking you, didn't know I was doing it. I didn't know I had sooo much time that I waste it by stalking you. byk kau punye bohong ah geng. mcm jer aku sorg yg salah. saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap, akal letak pat pantat. ( like my dad would say )
But nehmind, nehmind.
Hello Nad ! (:
*PINCH*
-.-
This ain't gonna be a proper update because my eyes are half opened and my brain's not functioning properly. All I'm thinking about is the Art deadline which is this coming Wednesday and I'm not doing anything about it. Happily use the Pc straight after I reach home -.-
Great, this is real great. You told the story which makes me the ugly party. Good for you, always wanting to look good. Don't need la cause honestly, dah handsome tau. Tak payah nak gini gini sumer. AISH. Jantans.
Dad drove me to school today. See how pampered I am. It stopped raining when I wanted to leave home but I didn't want my shoes to get wet and I don't wanna pespire when I reached school. Dad gave in, so aku mcm taukey tahu goreng ah naik kereta gi sekolah. Bumped into bestfriend at the Admin, I called her and she didn't respond. Ears plugged. Bikin aku malu jer.
School was school, nothing much happened. Though I was told that something odd happened to me today but I'm just not aware. Ah, I don't know. Mother Tongue lesson was all about gossiping and story telling about the cliques while Cikgu buat oral drill for the Nlevel students. Was supposed to finish up the Specimen paper but ...
As I've mentioned, test on every Physics lessons. I was so confident that I'll hit the expectation grades but heck, I failed badly. I must say that that Prelim paper is hard. So, 5/20 for the first paper. Not a good start, irah.. not a good start. So I'll be staying back after school Monday for my 'punishment'. Since there's only like 6 passes? The library couldn't hold a class of 42 students after school. Tssssssssssk.
Plans after school. - too much. serious. control yourself dude.
Small world.
I'm chatting with Nadhirah, my neighbour that I thought didn't exist (haha!) who happened to be Naser's friend who happened to have told her about his stalker who happened to be me. -.- Didn't know I was stalking you, didn't know I was doing it. I didn't know I had sooo much time that I waste it by stalking you. byk kau punye bohong ah geng. mcm jer aku sorg yg salah. saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap, akal letak pat pantat. ( like my dad would say )
But nehmind, nehmind.
Hello Nad ! (:
Thursday, July 23, 2009
not now, headache.
Okay, I swear I hate blogger now. I feel like closing this account right now & start Lj but hor, a lot of histories & sweet memories in here. Bitter ones too. So, I don't know..
What? Blog at school? Bleah.
School was okay today except that I was asked to stand along with two others because we reported back to class like 15 minutes late after recess.
Haha, toilet. Sorry !
Revision on Physics done! Wow, didn't know it's been 4 weeks of revision & copying notes and all. Wow, means I've been focused in Physics Lesson for the past 4 weeks! & what's the reward for that? Major headache.
Gained knowledge. But nothing comes for free. Bleah.
So the upcoming lessons for Physics will be tests. Great. I mean really. But if we were to fail his tests ( below his expectations ), 2 hours study time in the school library for the bext test. Not really a hefty punishment huh? haha. I like it actually. Shall fail all my tests ! NOT. crazy ah you.
Zaki took my 2 bucks & I was short of cash today after school. Stupid.
I need to get busy with school now. It's rather late to start now. Art due this coming wednesday. PRELIMS IN 2 WEEKS TIME. GOOODNEEESSSS.
6 WEEKS TO N LEVEL.
dah bye. Shall do some Maths and then Arttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. Hopefully I'm able to with this headache which feels like a bulldozer trying to dent my brain.
Good day.
What? Blog at school? Bleah.
School was okay today except that I was asked to stand along with two others because we reported back to class like 15 minutes late after recess.
Haha, toilet. Sorry !
Revision on Physics done! Wow, didn't know it's been 4 weeks of revision & copying notes and all. Wow, means I've been focused in Physics Lesson for the past 4 weeks! & what's the reward for that? Major headache.
Gained knowledge. But nothing comes for free. Bleah.
So the upcoming lessons for Physics will be tests. Great. I mean really. But if we were to fail his tests ( below his expectations ), 2 hours study time in the school library for the bext test. Not really a hefty punishment huh? haha. I like it actually. Shall fail all my tests ! NOT. crazy ah you.
Zaki took my 2 bucks & I was short of cash today after school. Stupid.
I need to get busy with school now. It's rather late to start now. Art due this coming wednesday. PRELIMS IN 2 WEEKS TIME. GOOODNEEESSSS.
6 WEEKS TO N LEVEL.
dah bye. Shall do some Maths and then Arttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. Hopefully I'm able to with this headache which feels like a bulldozer trying to dent my brain.
Good day.
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Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Good Afternoon to all.
Firstly, good luck to those people sitting for the O level LC today.
Good Luck Nasiruddin (: - bleah.
Blogger sucks now. Don't you think so? Having a hard time trying to blog now but I'm closing one eye. Tskkkk.
AH CANNOT TAKE IT, SO IRRITATING.
later i move to livejournal... Blogger don't sad sad horrr.
Firstly, good luck to those people sitting for the O level LC today.
Good Luck Nasiruddin (: - bleah.
Blogger sucks now. Don't you think so? Having a hard time trying to blog now but I'm closing one eye. Tskkkk.
AH CANNOT TAKE IT, SO IRRITATING.
later i move to livejournal... Blogger don't sad sad horrr.
Father..
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Let me ask you readers one simple easy peasy question okay? Here it goes.
What is your study style? I mean are you the one who die die need your ears to be plug and blast some music, slow or fast songs I don't care but you need music? Or are you the one who need a peaceful, clean place where you're able to do your work properly?
Answer me.
Well as for me, my study style is that I need a peaceful surroundings. No music, no radio, no tv, no conversations, nothing. I need peace and quite to work. Any idea how frustrating it is when someone switched on the radio when you're studying? Very frustrating.
I have an overdued karangan to work on. I have English papers to do. I have maths papers to do. Please eh, tolong sikit ahh.
Abah, you shouldn't have said something like, ' i thought you're clever, oh but you're stupid '& 'akal letak pat pantat'. All I ask from you, or rather anybody who's at home to just show a little respect for me, the youngest in the family as I'm studying. I need some consideration from you people, please. 16 years in the family, and what? You don't notice I can't have excessive noise around me when I'm studying?
Sakit hati lah kadang kadang kalau fikir kan pasal ni ehh abah. You're not at home when I'm studying, maybe that's the reason you don't understand it. Fine ah, but the stupid part, the one you said ' akal letak pat pantat', sorry ah, itu yaya cannot terime eh.
Sakit hati tau. Yaya blajar tau. Tak blaja marah, blaja pon kene marah.
Please anyone, talk to abah about this..
goodnight.
What is your study style? I mean are you the one who die die need your ears to be plug and blast some music, slow or fast songs I don't care but you need music? Or are you the one who need a peaceful, clean place where you're able to do your work properly?
Answer me.
Well as for me, my study style is that I need a peaceful surroundings. No music, no radio, no tv, no conversations, nothing. I need peace and quite to work. Any idea how frustrating it is when someone switched on the radio when you're studying? Very frustrating.
I have an overdued karangan to work on. I have English papers to do. I have maths papers to do. Please eh, tolong sikit ahh.
Abah, you shouldn't have said something like, ' i thought you're clever, oh but you're stupid '& 'akal letak pat pantat'. All I ask from you, or rather anybody who's at home to just show a little respect for me, the youngest in the family as I'm studying. I need some consideration from you people, please. 16 years in the family, and what? You don't notice I can't have excessive noise around me when I'm studying?
Sakit hati lah kadang kadang kalau fikir kan pasal ni ehh abah. You're not at home when I'm studying, maybe that's the reason you don't understand it. Fine ah, but the stupid part, the one you said ' akal letak pat pantat', sorry ah, itu yaya cannot terime eh.
Sakit hati tau. Yaya blajar tau. Tak blaja marah, blaja pon kene marah.
Please anyone, talk to abah about this..
goodnight.
SILAS'S CONVO EH!
Saturday, July 18, 2009
- I know the fishes very irritating. hehes.
( SILAS ABDUL RAZAK ! )
( SILAS ABDUL RAZAK ! )
I feel great chatting with this maniac you know. Ah, I miss him so much till I can cry. Okay the crying part, so not true! Haha, but yeah, I miss him as a friend. Old times.. Old times.. He loves to tease and make fun. I'm glad that after what had happened, we're still in good terms. It feels great, actually. Not a total loss. Alhamdullilah (:
Just watched APM. So not worth my time. But for my brother, I watched. Waited for his Category to come and yes, The Sallys didn't win but heck they should have at least show the nominees you know. They didn't. And I think my Fauzie Laily deserves to win, not Taufik. It's okay. Brother seems to be pissed off. haha. He waited lor, watched the nonsensical people performing. But some were awesome. Kotak best sia! haha.
Currently texting YH & waiting for my sister to come back with food, or she'll order mac for me. Rather order mac ehh! haha. I met shake earlier on. Treated me bubble tea. Thanks ehhh. Shared news and stories with him. Ah, that guy.. Shake best eh! hahaha. Goodluck for your talentime okay? (:
Okay, will be having class later morning, damn. I'm wondering if my good friend will be attending or not. If not, it'll be a month that she has been absent! Fierce sia. ahaha. crap. COME HOR TOMORROW, IDC AH IDC!
Silas hor, asked me play restaurant City at Fb & I have no idea what the heck that is. Shall try it now while waiting for food! Araso. Goodnight & enjoy this video of Jason Mraz's Buterfly Acoustic. My favourite song from Jason Mraz.
sad.
It's Saturday. Woken up by my aunt nagging at her eldest son, primary four. Unpleasant way to wake up huh? I guess. I looked into the mirror and I laughed. Look at me, I look like a Thailand girl. Smelly face.
Baby sitting Zafir right now. Got a bumped on his forehead as he bumped into the wall just now. Don't blame me, he was drowsy after taking his medicines. hahaha. So funny.
Fried Chicken for lunch and now I'm slacking. Ought to be studying right nowww.
NOW.
oh, did I mentioned that I'm feeling very sad right now? And don't really know why?
Baby sitting Zafir right now. Got a bumped on his forehead as he bumped into the wall just now. Don't blame me, he was drowsy after taking his medicines. hahaha. So funny.
Fried Chicken for lunch and now I'm slacking. Ought to be studying right nowww.
NOW.
oh, did I mentioned that I'm feeling very sad right now? And don't really know why?
a long onee. Here it goes! breathe in deep!
Friday, July 17, 2009
Good Afternoon readers. TGIF! Seems like this week passed real fast yeah? It's like waking up the morning for school and back home in the afternoon and night falls and the it's a brand new day. Which is weird because lessons at school were all super duper guper fuper draggy till I feel like pulling hair. Not mine but the one sitting next to me. * action face * But hello world it's Friday and the teachers slapped us with the homework! It's alot for the weekend plus the overdue Malay composition which I have to re-do because at one glance, it's a 1N kind of compo, not a 4N. Shame shame Irah. Sorry but I'm just so tired. & sickish.
A few days back, I had lunch with best friend at Macs. It's been ages since we both had Macs. Due to the financial status, we decided to get two large fries & have it our way. We're craving for the fries only anyway. I think the both of us were so excited about this meal because for me, I was very excited. I arranged the sauces and put it nicely but it turned out nothing like the picture below after we finished. Makan like babi, you might say.
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Pretty cool right? There's the chili sauce, pepper with salt, sugar, Caramel Dip, Curry sauce and last but not least, mayonnaise. Madness. But it tasted good. Having alot of choices like that and god, those sauces are all free so why waste right? I even use a straw to lick the Caramel Dip afterwards. We tried to dip all sauce with one fries and we ate it. Confusing taste, HAHA. Try it! But be careful, my head swirled a little after that meal. I think it's the sauce.. hmmm...
Riggggght, hahaha.
TGIF. Was a little late and felt guilty for making YH wait and more guilty knowing the other people were waiting too. Triple guilty when we got to know the back gate locked. When through the front gate and there's a high chance that we'll need to run rounds. But no. Our luck. Stealer was absent, shit eh. Never mind don't think she'll absent herself next week cause her hands and corrupted mind would want to steal moreeeee. Hmm, okay.
Bus-ed to Causeway, wanting to resize our layouts for colour scheme. So semangat onee. Scarly the uncle said one piece is 2 bucks. He's abit weird in all ways. Alyssha was holding back her laughters as I was trying my hardest to catch his words. It was hard. You've got to see the facial expression I've put on. Who the hell wants to pay 8 bucks for 4 pieces? We left laughing about the uncle. So weirdd. Mee susu for lunch.
Online - ta da.
I'm just glad you've unblocked me. Maaan, I sound so cheap and stuff but seriously, nothing beats this feeling. For now. I'm just glad we're still in this kind of terms. You might still be like last time and unblocked me for the sake of it, but I'm just glad. I'm glad you're doing great. I'm very very glad. Delighted. Look at you, looking so.. so.. wow.
I'll always say the girl who gets to be with you is very lucky and I'm not that lucky. Your ex just confused me. Nevertheless, this is fine. Done (:
Right now, no more batik. Now work my ass off on Preps! Which I think I won't make it. Ah, no time man.
OBVIOUS RIGHT MY TERBABAS. see the top left hand corner, I accidently continued doing my texture ( irregular squares ) without putting the scotchtape. dah terbabas. ahah.
Shocked when Mdm tan applied dark blue over my base colour. I thought it wouldn't look nice you know, dark blue but heck, it makes my butterflies and flowers and snails and everything stands out. Ah, I sayang Mdm Tan noww. One salting part was ruined you knowwwwwww. The baby blue columns. Nevermind. Alot of mistakes actually. haha.
I think I'm done here. Oh yeah, prom night at Yishun? haha? Theme, Retro? haha? Fee: 50 Bugs bunny? haha? okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
PS, GIRLS DON'T APPLY RED LIP STICK LIKE MISS LEE DID WHEN SHE WENT FOR HER PROM NIGHT IN THE SCHOOL CANTEEN, OKAY? I'm so dead, she's gonna give me one hell of a pinch on my arm. That's only till Monday I guess.
Good night.
this and that
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Fucked up, fuck that, fuck it, fuck off and lastly, fuck you.
Everything in life is turning upside down. I am disgusted with the life I'm having now. Firstly, my dear perfume got stolen by a classmate because she hates me when she don't even have a reason to. I should be the one who hates you. No worries, I do hate you and detest you to the extend I'll puke when you appear before me. I ain't letting you off, mark my words. Fuck you.
Secondly, ex boyfriend turning into some weird alien I see on tv, YouTube and so on. I know I've got nothing to do with that boy but heck, I feel so fed up! Pierced here and there and still got the cheek to say I pray more. What bullshit? Ask me whether you should buy barbell or not and when I sarcastically told you to pierce the eyebrow area, you took that as a suggestion. What happened to you?? Fuck this.
Thirdly, I've been lying to myself. Irah, what nonsense ' I got over Naser '. What nonsense? You actually teared in class when you were in deep thoughts about him. Shouldn't have listen to his words. Now I'm in such state. Fuck it.
Fourth, dude, I agreed to be friends with you and now you're questioning me why am I like this? Hey, being friends was the fucking deal and now you're telling me you're in pain? What crap this is? Fuck off.
Fifth, could you please just back off? You can see I'm not even replying your messages and you did shits to me back then. Why are you here? Why are you like taking control of whoever is in contact with me and whatever I'm doing with them? Kau sape? kau ckp ah! Fucked up!
DON'T BOTHER ME ALREADY CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANS!??!! APER KORG NAK NIE? FIKIR AKU SPARE TYRE PER.
Sixth, art deadline is like in less than 2 weeks and holy mother of Pamela I have not been doing Art. Don't even start on revisions. My seat suck and I can hardly focus. Irritating ah. Can sit randomly whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat. No fan some more. fuckk this.
Last, what is with the teachers and school? I know la exam's coming and we need more books and so on for revision. I know your motive is to help but you guys got think or not? Some might have trouble to ask for cash from their parents? Yes, 12 bucks might be a small amount but have you guys take time to think about those questions the parents will smack on our faces? WHY KEEP ASKING FOR MONEY AH? Buy this buy that. It's not easy ah. By next week, we'll have to hand in about 20 bucks. Another maths paper? Don't we have like tons of practice paper compiled into one and bought it for $14.50?! And got TYS FOR WHAT SIA.
bingit ah aku. saper sak tak binget. I can cry listing all these.
Don't agitate me any further.
Everything in life is turning upside down. I am disgusted with the life I'm having now. Firstly, my dear perfume got stolen by a classmate because she hates me when she don't even have a reason to. I should be the one who hates you. No worries, I do hate you and detest you to the extend I'll puke when you appear before me. I ain't letting you off, mark my words. Fuck you.
Secondly, ex boyfriend turning into some weird alien I see on tv, YouTube and so on. I know I've got nothing to do with that boy but heck, I feel so fed up! Pierced here and there and still got the cheek to say I pray more. What bullshit? Ask me whether you should buy barbell or not and when I sarcastically told you to pierce the eyebrow area, you took that as a suggestion. What happened to you?? Fuck this.
Thirdly, I've been lying to myself. Irah, what nonsense ' I got over Naser '. What nonsense? You actually teared in class when you were in deep thoughts about him. Shouldn't have listen to his words. Now I'm in such state. Fuck it.
Fourth, dude, I agreed to be friends with you and now you're questioning me why am I like this? Hey, being friends was the fucking deal and now you're telling me you're in pain? What crap this is? Fuck off.
Fifth, could you please just back off? You can see I'm not even replying your messages and you did shits to me back then. Why are you here? Why are you like taking control of whoever is in contact with me and whatever I'm doing with them? Kau sape? kau ckp ah! Fucked up!
DON'T BOTHER ME ALREADY CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANS!??!! APER KORG NAK NIE? FIKIR AKU SPARE TYRE PER.
Sixth, art deadline is like in less than 2 weeks and holy mother of Pamela I have not been doing Art. Don't even start on revisions. My seat suck and I can hardly focus. Irritating ah. Can sit randomly whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat. No fan some more. fuckk this.
Last, what is with the teachers and school? I know la exam's coming and we need more books and so on for revision. I know your motive is to help but you guys got think or not? Some might have trouble to ask for cash from their parents? Yes, 12 bucks might be a small amount but have you guys take time to think about those questions the parents will smack on our faces? WHY KEEP ASKING FOR MONEY AH? Buy this buy that. It's not easy ah. By next week, we'll have to hand in about 20 bucks. Another maths paper? Don't we have like tons of practice paper compiled into one and bought it for $14.50?! And got TYS FOR WHAT SIA.
bingit ah aku. saper sak tak binget. I can cry listing all these.
Don't agitate me any further.
rants.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Forbidden Fantasy's back with me. It was so much fuller when I last saw it. Die in hell, kid.
If you fucking have grudges on me then fuck it on my face. Don't ransack my bag and take whatever you feel like just because ' you hate me '. Darling come on, stop being a spoilt bastard and start behaving properly.
Girl, face the consequences by yourself, which is hard for you because you can never stand on your own feet. You need people around you, anyone who's nice enough your be friends, pity friends. Reality check, you've got not much friends because most of them are stolen friends. Don't get me started on that. That's pretty pathetic right? That is it. Those friends are just the ones who try not to mind your ever so disgusting and nonsensical behaviour. You don't feel the shame babe, but others do - with you around.
Don't come to me showing your face and don't try to smack me with your words about this because you're the one who stole, who started all these. It's good enough that I didn't go ahead with my plan if not, I'm telling you, it'll be the sweetest revenge you'll ever get. I swear. You think you're the big one? Oh no you're wrong. You know you'll get burn if you play with the fire.
At least I'm able to control myself or else, you'll get your disgusting hair pulled and your face smack. You pissed me off big time, big time. fuck you.
Ni namer nyer org letak akal pat pantat. manusia terkutok. I repeat, manusia terkutok.
Wanna know who's this girl? ask me.
Kalau kau nak ungkit cerite pasal sec two aku curik barang kau, aku boleh ungkit cerite kau sumer. Kau fikir aku takot per biler kau bilang cikgu aku keje kan barang kau sumer dulu? HAHA. heheh ape je eh kau. Aku buat gitu pasal kau yg buat hidup aku merane kau tau tak? Aku ader akal ah babe, aku tak curik barang org gitu jer ah. bukan mcm kau. Buat malu mak bpk kaan kau ni? ish sia. shame shame tau.
muke dah hancur, tu hancur jer la. jgn nak salah kan products ah. kau yg tukar tukar products. beh skrg muke macam kelempek tau. tak tau eh? ah ni aku kasi tau.
Happier note, I've completed my final art work. Changed base colour and did a little bit of toning here and there. I'm glad I'm done. 14 DAYS TO DEADLINE. mati ah.
If you fucking have grudges on me then fuck it on my face. Don't ransack my bag and take whatever you feel like just because ' you hate me '. Darling come on, stop being a spoilt bastard and start behaving properly.
Girl, face the consequences by yourself, which is hard for you because you can never stand on your own feet. You need people around you, anyone who's nice enough your be friends, pity friends. Reality check, you've got not much friends because most of them are stolen friends. Don't get me started on that. That's pretty pathetic right? That is it. Those friends are just the ones who try not to mind your ever so disgusting and nonsensical behaviour. You don't feel the shame babe, but others do - with you around.
Don't come to me showing your face and don't try to smack me with your words about this because you're the one who stole, who started all these. It's good enough that I didn't go ahead with my plan if not, I'm telling you, it'll be the sweetest revenge you'll ever get. I swear. You think you're the big one? Oh no you're wrong. You know you'll get burn if you play with the fire.
At least I'm able to control myself or else, you'll get your disgusting hair pulled and your face smack. You pissed me off big time, big time. fuck you.
Ni namer nyer org letak akal pat pantat. manusia terkutok. I repeat, manusia terkutok.
Wanna know who's this girl? ask me.
Kalau kau nak ungkit cerite pasal sec two aku curik barang kau, aku boleh ungkit cerite kau sumer. Kau fikir aku takot per biler kau bilang cikgu aku keje kan barang kau sumer dulu? HAHA. heheh ape je eh kau. Aku buat gitu pasal kau yg buat hidup aku merane kau tau tak? Aku ader akal ah babe, aku tak curik barang org gitu jer ah. bukan mcm kau. Buat malu mak bpk kaan kau ni? ish sia. shame shame tau.
muke dah hancur, tu hancur jer la. jgn nak salah kan products ah. kau yg tukar tukar products. beh skrg muke macam kelempek tau. tak tau eh? ah ni aku kasi tau.
Happier note, I've completed my final art work. Changed base colour and did a little bit of toning here and there. I'm glad I'm done. 14 DAYS TO DEADLINE. mati ah.
Batik update
Monday, July 13, 2009
I'm almost done with this. There was one lesson where I had nothing much to do and Alyssha was busy working on her texture. Took her phone and took pictures of my mates working hard and their batiks. Awesome. Pictures in her phone ahhh. haha.
I did my salting today and I must say, the easiest thing went wrong when Mdm Tan ain't around. I better be prepared for her ranting and such upon seeing my salting I've done today. Can't blame me, my mind wasn't at ease.
OH FISH, TOMORROW'S ENGLISH ORAL.
SO FAST SIA. TSK. OKAY BYE.
come back victoria
I can resist it. I have to blog about today, today, right now.
Bright, sunny and windy. A perfect day to do PE. A perfect day to be with your friends at school but not a prefect day to have your Victoria Secret perfume missing. So now you're guessing how my day went? Well I must say I was rather more sad then angry. I mean come'on, it's a perfume. How poor or stupid can you get? And it doesn't belong to you, how do you feel going out using a stolen perfume? IT'S NOT YOURS. you won't feel good.
No suspects. I mean, I ain't gonna suspect anyone because I've got way better things to do you see. But coincidentally, Miss Lee did spot check right after she came in! Claimed it was to check if any of students were holding on to any banned items. So yeah, I heard one of the classmate's house key went missing.. What now, going over to someone else's house to steal? righhhttt.
I'll never gonna give it away sincerely. In better terms for you people to understand, aku takkan halal kan itu bende pat sape sape yg amek. So ya. I mean, you want it? Ask for it. Get your own. Save up and buy. Don't steal because it's just plain disgusting. I stole before, and it disgust everyone even myself. So yeah, if this thing doesn't depict any form of disgust to you, then shame on you for having no respect for yourself.
Tak malu ke curi barang orang?
Before I finish off, I'm gonna say this again. There's no suspects or whatsoever. So feel free do drop by me and give it back. I welcome back my Forbidden Fantasy with open arms.
ah, it saddens me. Kakak, sorry for bringing your gift to school. I know it's not even a week old and it's still full, almost to the brim. I'll try to save up and replace a new one. Which FIAH! will save keep my moneyyy (:
On a happier note, I had lotsa fun with best friend today. We laughed hell lot and talked craps. Even during Pe lesson, after pe lesson too. With Fiah and I who shares the same weight. So we were singing we are the champion, changing the lyrics related to being a fatty. As I was singing the line, ' We are the fatties..' Mr Justin walked passed and said ' Yes, you are ' Okaaaaay. Anti Climax lah I know!
We had lunch over at Macdonalds where I did nonsensical stuff. Hilarious I must say. There's alot of Woodlands secondary students all over Causeway today and I kept on saying by any chance I'll get to see N. Well not my luck. Indeed my luck suck like a sucker today. Never mind. Best friend soooooo wanted to treat me a highlighter that she bought just now. After much of 'thank you but no thanks ', we made it to the counter where I gave her a tutorial about those sweets there. Then she bought me Flic 'N' Lic lolly which made my day even better.
No where to go. So I decided to have Ice Kacang. Random. Alyssha was disgusted with the mango on top so I had to clear it all for her. And apparently the red bean, jelly all at the bottom is like shit to her. Babe, I ate those stuff. HAHA
Ah, I'm feeling good actually.
Good day.
Bright, sunny and windy. A perfect day to do PE. A perfect day to be with your friends at school but not a prefect day to have your Victoria Secret perfume missing. So now you're guessing how my day went? Well I must say I was rather more sad then angry. I mean come'on, it's a perfume. How poor or stupid can you get? And it doesn't belong to you, how do you feel going out using a stolen perfume? IT'S NOT YOURS. you won't feel good.
No suspects. I mean, I ain't gonna suspect anyone because I've got way better things to do you see. But coincidentally, Miss Lee did spot check right after she came in! Claimed it was to check if any of students were holding on to any banned items. So yeah, I heard one of the classmate's house key went missing.. What now, going over to someone else's house to steal? righhhttt.
I'll never gonna give it away sincerely. In better terms for you people to understand, aku takkan halal kan itu bende pat sape sape yg amek. So ya. I mean, you want it? Ask for it. Get your own. Save up and buy. Don't steal because it's just plain disgusting. I stole before, and it disgust everyone even myself. So yeah, if this thing doesn't depict any form of disgust to you, then shame on you for having no respect for yourself.
Tak malu ke curi barang orang?
Before I finish off, I'm gonna say this again. There's no suspects or whatsoever. So feel free do drop by me and give it back. I welcome back my Forbidden Fantasy with open arms.
ah, it saddens me. Kakak, sorry for bringing your gift to school. I know it's not even a week old and it's still full, almost to the brim. I'll try to save up and replace a new one. Which FIAH! will save keep my moneyyy (:
On a happier note, I had lotsa fun with best friend today. We laughed hell lot and talked craps. Even during Pe lesson, after pe lesson too. With Fiah and I who shares the same weight. So we were singing we are the champion, changing the lyrics related to being a fatty. As I was singing the line, ' We are the fatties..' Mr Justin walked passed and said ' Yes, you are ' Okaaaaay. Anti Climax lah I know!
We had lunch over at Macdonalds where I did nonsensical stuff. Hilarious I must say. There's alot of Woodlands secondary students all over Causeway today and I kept on saying by any chance I'll get to see N. Well not my luck. Indeed my luck suck like a sucker today. Never mind. Best friend soooooo wanted to treat me a highlighter that she bought just now. After much of 'thank you but no thanks ', we made it to the counter where I gave her a tutorial about those sweets there. Then she bought me Flic 'N' Lic lolly which made my day even better.
No where to go. So I decided to have Ice Kacang. Random. Alyssha was disgusted with the mango on top so I had to clear it all for her. And apparently the red bean, jelly all at the bottom is like shit to her. Babe, I ate those stuff. HAHA
Ah, I'm feeling good actually.
Good day.
fuck abortions.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Currently waiting for my dad to come home. Gonna ask for some cash to get myself Oreo Peppermint, for brother as well.
Was clearing my e-mails, I came across this old email sent by Nathasha, pictures on Abortion, or rather aborted babies. It hurts to see these babies die. I mean what the hell? I can see fingers already formed. The facial features. One of it was a picture of a rather fully developed baby, pretty big in size, with the head and the legs separated from the body. God.
ABORTION SHOULD BE ILLEGAL. Put this mothers behind the bars for a long long time.
Horrible horrible act. Bloody hell.
.....
stop ehh kau
Was clearing my e-mails, I came across this old email sent by Nathasha, pictures on Abortion, or rather aborted babies. It hurts to see these babies die. I mean what the hell? I can see fingers already formed. The facial features. One of it was a picture of a rather fully developed baby, pretty big in size, with the head and the legs separated from the body. God.
ABORTION SHOULD BE ILLEGAL. Put this mothers behind the bars for a long long time.
Horrible horrible act. Bloody hell.
.....
stop ehh kau
KAY NAK STUDY NOW.
Starting off with Yh's convo. Then school, art, bla3
Friday, July 10, 2009
( Ebuddy sucks ) Amin, my brother already downloaded MSN in this user. hehehe I have to write my own testimonial and it's stressing me out. Partially because my English suck and also, my CCA records is not full. There's alot more performances that they didn't update. Now I'm gonna die - I'm using th PC which doesn't have the software to open up my files. Miss Lee wants it over the weekends. Ugh. Dammit.
Well the notices on the noticeboard at class cheated my feelings. I thought my Oral will be today. I'm wrong, it's next Tuesday. Ah, which is a good thing though. More time to practice reading, talking & NO SINGLISH. Hopefully. Ah, I'm afraid. English, at least B3, okay?
Art art art art, how I wish I could drop art this year. I know this is not bende main main, but I can imagine the burden lifted off of my shoulders if I'm able to drop art. Well burden in terms of I don't have to waste my brain juice doing the preps & final work & three hours of art for exams. But nothing comes for free, I'll have to work extra hard to ace in ALL subjects in other to pass. And I don't think I'm able to do that. So yes, I am not dropping art. And hello, I'm like 95% done with my Batik. haha. Stupid weather today, stopped me from completing the other 5 % which is salting some parts & then iron. tsssk.
Lessons today was the best, for me. COne period of Chemistry. Do practice paper on Acids, Bases & Salts. Then English where we have to do practice paper by ourselves while some of our friends had their oral drill with Mdm Sal. I did not complete my practice paper, was happily reading my story book (: Sorry by the way. The Mother Tongue was the best I guess. Since there's troubles about some stuff, our lesson got interrupted. I was having fun laughing with Brenda drawing stuff on the board & I played ' guess the words' with my friends. Was asked to go back to my seat when teacher's back. Tssssssssssssssssssk.
I personally think that the seat I was allocated to suck. I mean, the back seats suck lor. Maybe some might enjoy sitting at the back but hell, it's hot back there and I'm easily distracted with all people walking back and fro, what's happening cross the block and stuff. Miss Lee, that's not my ideal seat. Seriously. If you want me to pass, change. I know it's impossible. MOE bla da bla da.
I know.. Not much attention given to me anyway sitting at the back. YA..
On a happier note, it's much more convenient to look across for YH! haha.. NONO IRAH. On another happier note, I've stapled the bookmark YH made for me *smiles. So now my flower bookmark would not be flimsy anymoree. Irah is happy. I likeee.
Exactly one month to Prelims. One month irah, one month! Ah, Alyssha, lets be good girls and stay back after school and study in the library or something? School Library cause Regional Library isn't the ideal place to study. You know.. I know..
* N levels nak dekat oiii *
( Goes off for toilet break...)
Hello! I'm back. Finally my entries are back to normal. There's something wrong the music codes. Apparently, placing it there enables you to hover over my entries and stuff. I was re-doing the whole layout again then found out that it's the music codes is the source of the big hu-ha. Ah, gundu me. Very. Wasted my two hours.
Anyway ex bestfriend, I know it seems like we've been talking here and there but it's clearly just for school purposes. Or maybe petersanswers ( haha ). Redundant to be talking about this but I'm hoping that there won't be any friendship developing between us because seriously, I don't think I want to. The fact that you took the book & claimed for money fuck the shit out of me and I ain't gonna be fooled again. Maybe you too, don't wish to develop a friendship. Then it's fine. Just wanna make sure we're on the same page. & don't wish to have any disputes in future with you or the ones I treasure now.
Cause now I'm happily devoted to Bestfriend, Nurlyana Alyssha !
of course not forgetting FIAH BBY. My bontots, Shaykh & Nad still the best best.
Just remembered, I met Shake this week and had lunch with him! & alyssah was there.
Anyway ex bestfriend, I know it seems like we've been talking here and there but it's clearly just for school purposes. Or maybe petersanswers ( haha ). Redundant to be talking about this but I'm hoping that there won't be any friendship developing between us because seriously, I don't think I want to. The fact that you took the book & claimed for money fuck the shit out of me and I ain't gonna be fooled again. Maybe you too, don't wish to develop a friendship. Then it's fine. Just wanna make sure we're on the same page. & don't wish to have any disputes in future with you or the ones I treasure now.
Cause now I'm happily devoted to Bestfriend, Nurlyana Alyssha !
of course not forgetting FIAH BBY. My bontots, Shaykh & Nad still the best best.
Just remembered, I met Shake this week and had lunch with him! & alyssah was there.
hehehehhe alyssah. aaahaha.
It's Friday, that's why this is one long entry I posted.
Last, Happy 16th to Nashirah!
Nad & Raudha cousin, please take care okaay.
It's Friday, that's why this is one long entry I posted.
Last, Happy 16th to Nashirah!
Nad & Raudha cousin, please take care okaay.
schooooooooooooool.
Thursday, July 09, 2009
Draggy Thursday it is. I actually thought it was the second last period & happily take my physics books, planning to take the seat right in front of the board since it's vacant when I realised everyone was packing up, putting on their bags and leaving class. I thought we're having lessons in the lab. I was told it's only the third last period. So we had Mother Tongue where Mdm Azah didn't allow me to go to the toilet to pee. Tsk. But she did, later. I think it's because I've completed her work.
SMILES AH.
We did sudoku during Maths Lesson and I only managed to do the second table. First was hell difficult so I couldn't be bothered. Mass run in the morning was the best because I actually through out the two rounds! I was telling myself, ' need to be slim, need to be slim! '. So yeah, I ran all the way, my goodness, I feel good. hahahahahaha.
Art after school was awesome. Doing my texture and I'm done with it. exactly 20 more days to deadline & I'm gonna die I'm telling you. Prelims in a month time & I'm not too sure myself whether I'm prepared. I can't do most of the Maths problems in the yellow book & struggled alot. How am I gonna sit for my papers?! I don't know. No confidence already la.
As you can see, I'm pretty much occupied with school stuff & have been abandoning my stinky blog. Shall be back when the time is right hor.
SARANGHAEYO.
goodnight!
YH YH YH ! (:
SMILES AH.
We did sudoku during Maths Lesson and I only managed to do the second table. First was hell difficult so I couldn't be bothered. Mass run in the morning was the best because I actually through out the two rounds! I was telling myself, ' need to be slim, need to be slim! '. So yeah, I ran all the way, my goodness, I feel good. hahahahahaha.
Art after school was awesome. Doing my texture and I'm done with it. exactly 20 more days to deadline & I'm gonna die I'm telling you. Prelims in a month time & I'm not too sure myself whether I'm prepared. I can't do most of the Maths problems in the yellow book & struggled alot. How am I gonna sit for my papers?! I don't know. No confidence already la.
As you can see, I'm pretty much occupied with school stuff & have been abandoning my stinky blog. Shall be back when the time is right hor.
SARANGHAEYO.
goodnight!
YH YH YH ! (:
Skip to second song!
Monday, July 06, 2009
Wondergirls - Tell me
Noe-do nal jo-ah-hal jul-eun mol-lat-suh
Uh-jjuh-myun jo-ah
Noe-mu-na jo-ah
Ggum-man gat-ta-suh na neh ja-shin-eul ja-ggu ggo-ji-bo bwa
Noe-mu-na jo-ah
Ni-ga nal hok-si ahn jo-ah-hal-kka-bwa
Hon-ja eoul-ma-na ae tae-un-ji mol-la
Gue-run-dae ni-ga nal sa-rang-han-da-ni
Uh-muh~! da-shi han bon mal-hae-bwa
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Na-rul sa-rang-han-da-go
Nal gi-da-ryo wat-da-go
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Neh-ga pil-yo-ha-da mal-heh~ mal-heh-jo-yo
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Ja-ggu-man dut-go Sipoh
Gae-sok nae-gae mal-hae-jo
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Ggun-i ah-ni-rah-go mal-heh~ mal-heh-jo-yo
Uh-jjum nae ga-su-mi i-ruet-gae ddwe-ni
Ga-su-mi jong-mal to-jil geot ga-ta
Ni-ga nal ball dde-myon jon-ki-ae kam-john-dwen
Sa-rahm-cho-rom joen-ki-ka ol-la
Ol-ma-na oh-reh ki-da-rin-ge mol-la
Ol-ma-na oh-reh ggun ggwot-nun-ji mol-la
Gu-rohn-dae ni-ga nal sah-rang-han-da-ni
Uh-moh~! da-shi han bon mal-hae-bwa
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Na-rul sa-rang-han-da-go
Nal ki-da-ryo wat-da-go
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Neh-ga pi-ryo-ha-da mal-heh
Mal-heh-jo-yo
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Ja-ggu-man dut-go shi-poeh
Kae-sok neh-keh mal-heh-jo
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Ggum-i ah-ni-rah-go mal-hae
Mal-heh-jo-yo
[dancing]
Tell me tell me tell me you want me want me want me too
Tell me tell me tell me you love me too love me too
[Rap]
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Na-rul sa-rang-han-da-go
Nal ki-da-ryo wat-da-go
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Neh-gah pi-ryo-ha-da mal-heh
Mal-heh-jo-yo
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Ja-ggu-man dut-go shi-po
Keh-sok neh-keh mal-heh-jo
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Ggu-mi ah-ni-rah-go mal-heh
Mal-heh-jo-yo
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
This is the song I've been singing this week. It's a little bit more challenging that Stay- one of the song ost Princess Hours. Well that's simply because it's a slow song -.- So yeah, I'm still learning to sing this at full speed! It feels great when I managed to sing the whole paragraph.
HAHAHA, okay enough..
School tomorrow. I'm looking forward for it & not too. I don't know why. I'm worried about the weird pain I'm feeling for these few days & might feel uncomfortable in class. Lessons tomorrow might be draggy as school ends at 2.15! So what, 4 periods of Maths again like last week? Die die, surely die.
I procastinate. Geogpraphy Assignment. Die die, surely die.
Noe-do nal jo-ah-hal jul-eun mol-lat-suh
Uh-jjuh-myun jo-ah
Noe-mu-na jo-ah
Ggum-man gat-ta-suh na neh ja-shin-eul ja-ggu ggo-ji-bo bwa
Noe-mu-na jo-ah
Ni-ga nal hok-si ahn jo-ah-hal-kka-bwa
Hon-ja eoul-ma-na ae tae-un-ji mol-la
Gue-run-dae ni-ga nal sa-rang-han-da-ni
Uh-muh~! da-shi han bon mal-hae-bwa
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Na-rul sa-rang-han-da-go
Nal gi-da-ryo wat-da-go
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Neh-ga pil-yo-ha-da mal-heh~ mal-heh-jo-yo
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Ja-ggu-man dut-go Sipoh
Gae-sok nae-gae mal-hae-jo
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Ggun-i ah-ni-rah-go mal-heh~ mal-heh-jo-yo
Uh-jjum nae ga-su-mi i-ruet-gae ddwe-ni
Ga-su-mi jong-mal to-jil geot ga-ta
Ni-ga nal ball dde-myon jon-ki-ae kam-john-dwen
Sa-rahm-cho-rom joen-ki-ka ol-la
Ol-ma-na oh-reh ki-da-rin-ge mol-la
Ol-ma-na oh-reh ggun ggwot-nun-ji mol-la
Gu-rohn-dae ni-ga nal sah-rang-han-da-ni
Uh-moh~! da-shi han bon mal-hae-bwa
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Na-rul sa-rang-han-da-go
Nal ki-da-ryo wat-da-go
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Neh-ga pi-ryo-ha-da mal-heh
Mal-heh-jo-yo
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Ja-ggu-man dut-go shi-poeh
Kae-sok neh-keh mal-heh-jo
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Ggum-i ah-ni-rah-go mal-hae
Mal-heh-jo-yo
[dancing]
Tell me tell me tell me you want me want me want me too
Tell me tell me tell me you love me too love me too
[Rap]
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Na-rul sa-rang-han-da-go
Nal ki-da-ryo wat-da-go
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Neh-gah pi-ryo-ha-da mal-heh
Mal-heh-jo-yo
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Ja-ggu-man dut-go shi-po
Keh-sok neh-keh mal-heh-jo
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Ggu-mi ah-ni-rah-go mal-heh
Mal-heh-jo-yo
Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me tell tell tell tell tell tell me
This is the song I've been singing this week. It's a little bit more challenging that Stay- one of the song ost Princess Hours. Well that's simply because it's a slow song -.- So yeah, I'm still learning to sing this at full speed! It feels great when I managed to sing the whole paragraph.
HAHAHA, okay enough..
School tomorrow. I'm looking forward for it & not too. I don't know why. I'm worried about the weird pain I'm feeling for these few days & might feel uncomfortable in class. Lessons tomorrow might be draggy as school ends at 2.15! So what, 4 periods of Maths again like last week? Die die, surely die.
I procastinate. Geogpraphy Assignment. Die die, surely die.
New songs.
Sunday, July 05, 2009
Yes, I know. What a way to welcome people into this blog right? The starting of the song sounds like a computer game's sound effects, right? haha, I know. Well I like it! Enjoy.
& Nadiah Abdul Razak, tell me tell me tetetetetete tell me if you know Seung Ri's real name & how to write it in Korean. I think after this you go internet check right? haha. Keep on listening alright? You'll get to listen to Seungri singing Sexy Back. Super adorable when he pronounce some words weirdly. I love Seung Ri *smiles
A bunch of new songs uploaded into this blog already. I feel so happy!
I slept close to 2 am this morning, leaving YH alone watching some gore movie. Wanted to watch with him but heck, I'm already in bed when he texted me about it. I malas lah abeh. So I doze off and mom already woke me up around 9 am for Religious Class -.- So I slept, fake sleep & eventually really fall back to sleep! Made people pissed off. So yeah, skipped class! Two weeks already. Dad sure will be pissed off with me. Die die.
Washed up, lunch & did some revising! Seriously! Well I started off with English's Personal Recount. Was so confident & as I was about to get control of everything, I realised that my story seems so dry & there's no ' OOOM ' to it. So I gave up. Brushed up on Chemistry. Half way through Geography's Assignment. Hell.
So far, the amount of attention I gave in class is pretty much enough. Of course can be better. So god, please guide me along. I really need this months to buck up. I'm pulling my socks up. I need the strength. I need to make my mother happy. Please.
Video below shows Nick Jonas playing simple 4 beats drumming. Brother said anyone is able to play that. He can. I can't. HAHA. For more kick ass drumming - Gospel Drummer. POWER BEB.
God bless you my child.
HA HA HA
Someone at school became so popular in another's livejournal. Somehow, feeling ashamed. TSK.
& Nadiah Abdul Razak, tell me tell me tetetetetete tell me if you know Seung Ri's real name & how to write it in Korean. I think after this you go internet check right? haha. Keep on listening alright? You'll get to listen to Seungri singing Sexy Back. Super adorable when he pronounce some words weirdly. I love Seung Ri *smiles
A bunch of new songs uploaded into this blog already. I feel so happy!
I slept close to 2 am this morning, leaving YH alone watching some gore movie. Wanted to watch with him but heck, I'm already in bed when he texted me about it. I malas lah abeh. So I doze off and mom already woke me up around 9 am for Religious Class -.- So I slept, fake sleep & eventually really fall back to sleep! Made people pissed off. So yeah, skipped class! Two weeks already. Dad sure will be pissed off with me. Die die.
Washed up, lunch & did some revising! Seriously! Well I started off with English's Personal Recount. Was so confident & as I was about to get control of everything, I realised that my story seems so dry & there's no ' OOOM ' to it. So I gave up. Brushed up on Chemistry. Half way through Geography's Assignment. Hell.
So far, the amount of attention I gave in class is pretty much enough. Of course can be better. So god, please guide me along. I really need this months to buck up. I'm pulling my socks up. I need the strength. I need to make my mother happy. Please.
Video below shows Nick Jonas playing simple 4 beats drumming. Brother said anyone is able to play that. He can. I can't. HAHA. For more kick ass drumming - Gospel Drummer. POWER BEB.
God bless you my child.
HA HA HA
Someone at school became so popular in another's livejournal. Somehow, feeling ashamed. TSK.
saturday.
Saturday, July 04, 2009
Something wrong with this stupid bloody internet I guess. I took a screen shot of my comversation with YH & I can't upload it here. Tsk. I know I've been taking alot of screen shots of my conversations. I don't know why but these people is the source of happiness after the heartbreak, especially YH.
YH made me a flower bookmark & the stem is creatively designed in a way it depicts my name. Well if you look at it, you wouldn't know that's irah. Nicely done! Thank you bery much YH (:
Another thing that pissed me off is Ebuddy. How could those people who uses Ebuddy survive man? I'm using this shit because this PC mom's account doesn't have MSN in it because my sister have yet download it in this account. Why would mom need MSN anyway. Tsssssssk. It's troublesome because I'll have to sign in and out after awhile when no one replies me. Shit or what?
My stomach area, well the lower part hurts alot recently & became worst today. I don't know wht but the pain is so unbearable to the extent that I have to bend forward when I walk. What shit is this man. Well my shits too can't come out. Bloody hell I hate this.
& I practiced my reading today. Slapped myself a lot of times for the countless of mistakes I made. Saying out words which did not exist in the passage. Skipping words, adding the endings & all. Man, what the hell is this? I can forsee how I'm gonna read on the actual day. If my reading can suck this much, what about picture discussion & conversation? Holy mother of sandy..
Having class tomorrow morning. As if I wanna go. My good friend there won't be coming due to her yog stuff. How could she leave me maan. AH, gonna try my luck tomorrow. Besides, this pain suck real bad. I hope mom and dad will be cool. hoho.
My plan for today was to do clearing up of the bookshelf & do time timetable right? Yeah right. I did none. I know the chances of me following my plans is zilch. So i practically spent my whole morning till afternoon with the laptop & then watched tv & had my shower. Mom promised she would come back with durians. But she didn't. & she said she'll cook Laksa so i waited and waited and waited till the sun goes down, nothing good to eat except for asam pedas which I don't feel like eating. Tssssssssk.
Sister came to the rescue. Now I'm waiting for her to come home with my Chicken Chop !
Like greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat or whuttt? hahaha.
Okay she's home. Lastly,
EBUDDY SUCKCORE.
GOODNIGHT
YH made me a flower bookmark & the stem is creatively designed in a way it depicts my name. Well if you look at it, you wouldn't know that's irah. Nicely done! Thank you bery much YH (:
Another thing that pissed me off is Ebuddy. How could those people who uses Ebuddy survive man? I'm using this shit because this PC mom's account doesn't have MSN in it because my sister have yet download it in this account. Why would mom need MSN anyway. Tsssssssk. It's troublesome because I'll have to sign in and out after awhile when no one replies me. Shit or what?
My stomach area, well the lower part hurts alot recently & became worst today. I don't know wht but the pain is so unbearable to the extent that I have to bend forward when I walk. What shit is this man. Well my shits too can't come out. Bloody hell I hate this.
& I practiced my reading today. Slapped myself a lot of times for the countless of mistakes I made. Saying out words which did not exist in the passage. Skipping words, adding the endings & all. Man, what the hell is this? I can forsee how I'm gonna read on the actual day. If my reading can suck this much, what about picture discussion & conversation? Holy mother of sandy..
Having class tomorrow morning. As if I wanna go. My good friend there won't be coming due to her yog stuff. How could she leave me maan. AH, gonna try my luck tomorrow. Besides, this pain suck real bad. I hope mom and dad will be cool. hoho.
My plan for today was to do clearing up of the bookshelf & do time timetable right? Yeah right. I did none. I know the chances of me following my plans is zilch. So i practically spent my whole morning till afternoon with the laptop & then watched tv & had my shower. Mom promised she would come back with durians. But she didn't. & she said she'll cook Laksa so i waited and waited and waited till the sun goes down, nothing good to eat except for asam pedas which I don't feel like eating. Tssssssssk.
Sister came to the rescue. Now I'm waiting for her to come home with my Chicken Chop !
Like greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat or whuttt? hahaha.
Okay she's home. Lastly,
EBUDDY SUCKCORE.
GOODNIGHT
I didn't know Nick Jonas can play the drums. Comments says he suck & practically just hitting as hard as he can. But uhm, I think the term ' can play the drums ' is still there.
It's Saturday & I'm up early at around 10 am. Pretty early, maybe because I already slept since 5 pm yesterday & got up around 10ish & back to sleep again at midnight. Too much of sleep gives me headache!
So plans for today : Make timetable for Prelims & N's. Clear the bookshelf & do revision.
I HOPE SO. If not, nothing but slacking that is.
It's Saturday & I'm up early at around 10 am. Pretty early, maybe because I already slept since 5 pm yesterday & got up around 10ish & back to sleep again at midnight. Too much of sleep gives me headache!
So plans for today : Make timetable for Prelims & N's. Clear the bookshelf & do revision.
I HOPE SO. If not, nothing but slacking that is.
School. I love school.
Thursday, July 02, 2009
As I was relaxing on the bed after washing up, I was thinking about the deadline to submit the Batik & preps. I mean I'm panicking like a mad person but I ain't working on my preps when I have the time. What the hell irah? Well I don't know.
Tomorrow's Friday, which marks the last day of school for the week. The first week. It's fast isn't it? I mean I still remember the jitters the night before school day. And day after day, it's becoming more draggy for me to get up.
I think I should give myself some credits for being well attentive in class. Maybe at some lesson I almost fell asleep thanks to the weather in the morning & the ambiance of the class, I managed to stay awake & gain some knowledge. Teachers have been stressing us with the exams dates & their planning about the revision and all. Freak the hell out of me. There's so many things to learn & revise and only now, really now, I realised that I don't have time.
English N LEVEL oral is this coming Tuesday. I've gone through many many orals examinations and received good remarks but up till today, I can't overcome the fear. I mean who can? It's N level oral. I've got the get my pronunciations right, my expressions. I need to interpret & explain! I've got to calm down. seriously.
Alyssha, must remind me to work on our Geog Assignment kay?
Art deadline is drawing nearer. Very near.
UGHHHHHHHHH.
IRAH. GET THINGS DONE! idc.
I can see that the class is becoming more & more hardworking. Which is good. It helps me to push myself forward. I can't slack. & Aaron should stop calling me a slacker!
I don't think I'll be blogging much. Cliche, I know. I'll try not to. I'll try to abandon my cyber life for this few months. Really, I wanna prove mama I can pass & make her dreams come true. Which is me going to Sec 5 next year. Inshallah. Doa doa kan aku eh korg?
Right. Shall start on my Mother Tongue homework & do some practice.
Goodnight.
Note to self: Remember, tiredness is a choice. Tiredness is a choice. Giving up now is just plain stupid. Giving up now is just plain stupid. Final lap already! Final lap already!
Tomorrow's Friday, which marks the last day of school for the week. The first week. It's fast isn't it? I mean I still remember the jitters the night before school day. And day after day, it's becoming more draggy for me to get up.
I think I should give myself some credits for being well attentive in class. Maybe at some lesson I almost fell asleep thanks to the weather in the morning & the ambiance of the class, I managed to stay awake & gain some knowledge. Teachers have been stressing us with the exams dates & their planning about the revision and all. Freak the hell out of me. There's so many things to learn & revise and only now, really now, I realised that I don't have time.
English N LEVEL oral is this coming Tuesday. I've gone through many many orals examinations and received good remarks but up till today, I can't overcome the fear. I mean who can? It's N level oral. I've got the get my pronunciations right, my expressions. I need to interpret & explain! I've got to calm down. seriously.
Alyssha, must remind me to work on our Geog Assignment kay?
Art deadline is drawing nearer. Very near.
UGHHHHHHHHH.
IRAH. GET THINGS DONE! idc.
I can see that the class is becoming more & more hardworking. Which is good. It helps me to push myself forward. I can't slack. & Aaron should stop calling me a slacker!
I don't think I'll be blogging much. Cliche, I know. I'll try not to. I'll try to abandon my cyber life for this few months. Really, I wanna prove mama I can pass & make her dreams come true. Which is me going to Sec 5 next year. Inshallah. Doa doa kan aku eh korg?
Right. Shall start on my Mother Tongue homework & do some practice.
Goodnight.
Note to self: Remember, tiredness is a choice. Tiredness is a choice. Giving up now is just plain stupid. Giving up now is just plain stupid. Final lap already! Final lap already!